In my head…

In my head…

I see you mock me.

I see your eyes harden.

I feel the anger in your heart.

I feel hurt by what’s my fault.


In my head…

I laugh mockingly back.

My heart hardens and is inpenetratable.

My hurt and anger repels all hope or trust.

My betrayal will rival yours.


In my head…

Is total chaos, that holds nothing worthwhile for me.

So I’ll give up trying to fight it, and let it run its course.

And when it’s done, everything will be gone,

a blank canvas, for me, not you.

Not anymore.

 

In my head…

I think too much.

 

But I’m not sure.

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One Response to “In my head…”

  1. awww this is so sadd..

    =[

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