I need Your help

From their album “Agony and Irony“, I found this song, Help Me.

Take a listen =)

All I can say now is, Que Sera Sera…

Nighttime Thoughts

Image by CoreBurn via Flickr

Out here in Abilene, TX, on a cold night…

The wind is chilly, brightening eyes and cheeks…

The stars puncture the sky with dim spots of light…

And leaves you with memories that lasts for weeks…

But darn it,

I miss KL!!!

XD

Video on “Does God Exist?”

Here is a video by Life Center International on one of my favorite stories…

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=155315264765&ref=share

Status King

An app which rates awesome Facebook statuses…

I like this guy’s entry in particular =)

Richard Storry ʎɐqǝ uo pɹɐoqʎǝʞ ɐ ʎnq ı ǝɯıʇ ʇsɐן ǝɥʇ sı sıɥʇ Feb 23, 2009

New Poem

It’s strange how even after weeks on inactivity, my blog tends to continue to attract readers from all around the world.. I guess after writing so much, for so long, there must be at least one post that holds something that a reader would be interested in =)

Anyways, It has just occurred to me how long it has been since I’ve posted a poem here. So here I go.. *Stretches rusty keyboard-typing fingers*

Bloody Butterfly

by Lex Tan

She shivers in her cocoon,

Pulling it tight, strangling even.

Struggling to keep the cold out,

Preserving what heat she once was given.

Silken strands bite painfully into her skin,

Breaking beads of sanguine blood.

Flowing freely, only to restrain,

Choked silent cries, that’s all that’s heard.

It’s useless Child, a whisper shouts,

Startling her to struggle more.

As the cold permeates her very soul,

It fills her out like never before.

Crippled by pain, she shreds her bonds.

Disposing of her every past.

But still her body bears every mark,

Of all the memories of her torturous cast.

Scars are intricate things.

Delicate in their own.

Yet they flash and flutter, and much, much more.

Whenever they’re fully grown.

Hardened scars and a strenghtened soul.

Yet secretly still fragile inside.

She spreads her beauty for all to see,

To distract, that it may hide.

Bloody Butterfly by ~chii00

Whispers

Sometimes the ghosts of your past knock upon your window, beckoning you to open up and meet the cold truth of night head-on.

Who knows what news they bring you..

Will you open up?

I did.

I learn from the past.

Update

It’s been awhile.. But I’m planning on getting back to recording some of my older songs, then starting up on some new ones. =)

I’ve been mike-less for too long people!

But no longer..

It’s time I took matters into my own hands.

Rhyme and Reason

The soul-jarring beats…

The rhythmic lull of words strung together to produce chains of poetry…

The understanding of a listener…

The message of a writer…

It’s time I got back into the game

=)

Art

“Art is never finished, it is abandoned.”

-Leonardo da Vinci (Renaissance artist)

Life is like art…

While I still live, I never want to say that I am finished with life.

Cow Head Protest Petition

Sign the petition

here

Behind the Lens

by ~FantasyStockAvatars

There are times when I like to think of myself as though I was a photographer.

I am there, capturing the most unlikely of quirky moments that testify to my presence. Though my own image is never captured, even in the best frames of my collection.

I am always there to nag and cajole, to extract a treasured response, though I myself am reluctant to ask the same of myself.

I will always be separated from others on the other end of the lens,

By a different perspective of life.

Cow Head Protest

http://news.search.yahoo.com/search/news?p=cow+head+protest&ei=UTF-8

It saddens me to read about such things happening in my home, though I’m oceans away.

It feels like accusations are crashing all around us, and we’re helpless and confused because everything seems so one-sided.

All I can say is that I would like to say sorry to those who are offended by this act, because I am a Malaysian as well, and after reading many differing views and comments from fellow Malaysians, I know I’m not the only one who wishes to apologize, and to continue to hope for a nation who will continue to be united regardless of the color of our skin, or even the difference in our opinions and beliefs.

Malaysia’s birthday is on the 31st of August, a few days away, so let us celebrate with as much pride of the hope and promise our country holds.

I’ll wave my Malaysian flag as high as I can, all the way here in Abilene, Texas ;P

Thinking Of You – Caprice & Annatasha

Tasha and Caprice with a new song.

Check it out!

The preview?

The actual remix?

Where Is The Love cover

Claudillea from Sri Cempaka International singing a beautiful cover of one of my favourite songs, Where Is The Love by Black Eyed Peas. Here she is performing it in the North Hall =)

Great job Claudillea!

Unwanted

Unwanted by *muchlikefalling

Not everyone can be outgoing and comfortable with others…

Not everyone can smile happily forever, waving go ahead and pretending it’s fine…

Not everyone can play the social game as well as others…

Not everyone can fake smiles or ravage the gossip vine as proficiently as others…

But it doesn’t give you the right to make them feel…

Unwanted.

Web Site Story

Here’s a parody of West Side Story by CollegeHumor.com =P

WEB SITE STORY

My Kind Of Boy

P.S.: I made a mistake earlier, posting Meg’s post.. haha.. Sorry. Here’s mine.

Note from Meg =)

Now, here’s what you’re supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 10 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if your a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1.Do you need him/her to be good looking?
If I really do like him, either he already is to me or I just don’t care. haha XP

2. Smart?
Yeap. I need to be able to talk reasonably with him, even if we have differing views, I’d like him to be able to present his case without resorting to “whatever”.

3. Preferred age?
Age doesn’t matter really, maturity does, quite a bit XP

4. Preferred height?
Hmm.. I’d say any, but I tend to get bothered if it’s a shorter than me guy XP

5. How about sense of humor?
I’d like to be able to laugh at him, but also to be able to laugh along with him. XP And to be able to do it honestly too =P So yea, humor is big on me.

6. How about piercings?
I don’t mind actually. Not too many of course =S ears seem okay, but like I said, two’s enough =S haha..

7. Accepts you for who you are?
I guess. XP Haha.. But mostly, I’d like him to accept himself for who he is.. And be proud of it. =D

8. Pink hair?
Hmm.. If he’s performing I don’t mind.. but.. in truth, pink is my nemesis! >.<

9. Mushy or no?
Hmm.. I duno, depends on a persons view of mushy I guess. haha.. It can be really sweet.. XP So… As long as it’s comfortable =)

10. Thin or fat?
Uhrghh.. In between XP haha… I dunno.. I don’t think it’d be an issue at all. Like I said, I like a guy comfortable and even confident with who he is. Nerd, or artist, jock, or even the random misfit that falls between the cracks XP

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Anything.. haha.. But I have preference for Brown =) very healthy color XP haha.. But in truth, anything. haha..

12. Long hair or short hair?
Uhmm.. depends. haha.. On the guy =D Whatever makes him.. him. haha..

13. Plastic or metal?
Hmm.. I prefer metal. haha.. I mean, the plastic prep doesn’t appeal to me that much XP haha.. The metal dude on the other hand.. haha.. Ah well XP

14. Smells good?
I guess =S haha.. chemistry people! XP Scents contribute to the heady sensations of love.. haha.. So I guess if the chemistry works out, I’d find a guy who’s ambrosia to me XP haha…

15. Smoker?
Hmm.. Nah. No ashtrays for me.. And I’d be holding my breath forever =S

16. Drinker?
Now and then, I don’t really mind, as long as he’s responsible about it.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
I don’t mind, if it’s comfortable, Sure =)

18. Musically inclined?
Yes please XP haha.. But really, it’s not a must XP haha…

19. Plays piano?
Wow. That would be sorta a plus XP haha.. Not compulsory, but wow XP haha

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Another wow XP haha.. I love making music.. So having a guy who shares that in common with me would be awesome =) haha.. A plus!

21. Plays violin?
I love hearing violin players.. I’d really like an electric violinist though =P haha.. plus again XP

22. Sings very good?
That would be nice.. haha.. The voice does it for me somehow XP haha..

23. Vain?
haha.. Not overly so.. Jokingly confident, sure, why not XP haha.. Be warned, guys like this usually just make me want to knock them down abit XP haha.. We’d end up as friends exchanging barbs all the time I’d think XP haha.. Not a bad thing really =)

24. With glasses?
Hmmm… Actually.. Maybe =P haha.. Glasses aren’t a bad thing for me.

25. With braces?
Braces come off eventually, like Meg said =P And it is adorable XP haha..

26. Shy type?
Hmm.. I don’t mind.. I might like being considered special enough to be allowed to know him. =P

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Hmm.. Like Meg said XP “Rebel with a good core.” haha XP Well-phrased!

28. Active or passive?
Uh.. Balanced? haha =P No one extreme is good. XP

29. Tight or bomb?
uhrgh.. I don’t know?? =S haha.. Help!

30. Singer or dancer?
Singers are awesome, and a guy who knows how to move to music is good too =)

31. stunner?
Hmm.. It would do wonders for my self-esteem XP haha.. But then again, it’s not looks that’re important. But if he stuns me by surprising me again and again, yea, I’d like that =)

32. Hiphop?
Hmm.. I don’t mind, just not overly so on the “Soldier of the street” thing.

33. Earrings?
Don’t mind.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-exboyfriends-unti

l-you-drop?
Hmm.. Not really good really.. But then again, if it were all “3 girlfriends when I was 3 years old”, who’s really counting?? haha.. XP

35. Dimples?
Hmm.. idk.. Don’t really notice them I think XP I don’t go, “Hmm.. This guy has dimples, I might wanna date him.” =S haha

36. Bookworm?
That would be good, not a must, but at least be able to talk to me about things k? =S haha..

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
That would be cute, and be really good memories.. =) I like being able to remember things through little souvenirs of life..

38. Playful?
Haha.. I like to play so yay! =)

39. Flirt?
Hmm.. Depends. =)

40. Poem writer?
Ooh.. Yes XP haha..

41. Serious?
That too =) Not all the time though.. Now and then =)

42. Campus crush?
Maybe XP haha

43. Painter?
Mayb again =)

44. Religious?
Hmm.. As long as he is able to respect other people beliefs as well

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
haha.. Not too much >.< haha..

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
That would be interesting XP haha.. I don’t mind, I like em too. =)

47. Speaks 20 languages?
Uhh.. that’s excessive, but I’d be impressed =)

48. Loyal or faithful?
Yes.

49. good kisser?!
Don’t mind.

50. loves children??
That would be great.. Really.

Taking Out The Trash

Take it out The Trash is on U by ~davormusic

There’s something refreshing about waking stark moments after dark, right before the sun hits night-moistened earth…

There’s something rejuvenating about groggily staggering out under the burden of a weeks worth of debris, then straightening up, stretching like a cat full of cream and enjoying the beauty of a new sunrise..

There’s something about the little things in life…

=)

Now that I’m a needy college student, and still a blogger not wanting to add ads onto this place…

If you have the urge to…

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Now you can
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In A Fashion

Slave To Fashion 2 by `hakanphotography

What is it about fashion that so draws yet repels us?

What is it that causes men and women alike to so violently adhere themselves to one extreme, be it conformity or rebellion?

What gives women the strength to withstand countless torturous days a year, walking proudly as young, nubile flesh is crammed mercilessly into expensively beautiful yet delicately painful, imprisoning footwear?

What gives men the sudden ferocity to sneer at lesser-dressed individuals, or worse, to scorn those who are overly-uniformed?

I like to think, that it is called, an opinion, a choice.